the sound of my beating heart remind me of who you are.

Someone once told me that it is when we feel the least tempted by the devil that is when the devil has us right where he wants us. He tricks us into thinking that we are right where we want to be so we stop fighting and go on with our lives.  We get put in this mind sewhere everything is jsut so easy.  We don’t have to stand up for what we believe in nor stick up for a fellow brother or sister in christ.

Where are we without our brothers and sisters in christ? What do we have to keep us in check. We all think that we know it all and its all good. Sometimes we need someone to remind us that we are servants of God and althought its hard we should give our lives tohim.

WE build these walls and boundaries. So afraid to be who God is calling us to be. I am guilty of it, we all are. We like to stay in the safe zone.   A part of me believes that the “safe zone” is one of the most dangerous places to ever let ourselves fall into.  We need to be shook every once in a while. Relive those first few moments as a christian. The surge of love we felt, the passionthat pulsed through our veins. Shaking us to the core. In those moments when we give him our all are the most amazing moments.

When I am fulfilling  Gods will I am so alive. I get restless and  I feel every beat of my heart with such great intensity. I get this look in my eye almost a wild and crazy look.  But I can’t do it alone. I have proven to myself over and over that I can not do this alone. I need backup. I need Gods army to keep me in check.

Sorry this blog was kind’ve all over the place. I just kinda wrote what came to my mind :/

~ by Hayley on May 14, 2009.