called to the front lines.

 I honestly don’t know if I’ll be able to do this, I know what Gods calling me to do… and I’ve known it for a while. Today it was confirmed. I don’t know what to expect out of this, I just feel in my heart God is calling me to the front lines to fight for him.  I don’t know why I’m so scared, I think maybe its because this is the first real thing I have done in the name of God. I am so scared, I keep coming up with excuse after excuse. Like, what if its in my head, what if I look like a weirdo. Yet, I know in my heart that I need to be Gods messenger and let him talk through me. I am so torn! I guess I never really realized that God would actually want to use me one day… its the strangest feeling. Theres a battle going on in my heart… No… theres what I know God wants me to do, and what I know I need to do… and then theres what the devil is telling me, trying to scare me out of what I’m doing. But I can’t fall for the devils stupid tricks, I can’t let him win, because for once… its not about me. 

~ by Hayley on May 14, 2008.

One Response to “called to the front lines.”

  1. Jeremiah 29:11 says He has a greater purpose for you..
    Daniel 12:3 says Those who are wise will shine like the brightness of the heavens, and those who lead many to righteousness, like the stars for ever and ever

    You know in your heart that you are called for greatness. Because of the satan will try all tactics in order to distract you. Ask God for wisdom and strength! You will endure through God’s power! I feel the same way you do! You are a respresentation of Christ everywhere you go. Don’t be scared.. for God is with you, who can be against you?

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